14 July 2011

"i didn't try to hurt you."

I bought a pack of condoms today: durex extra sensitive. this is good for sex,
but i've found sensitivity to be a  hindrance in most other situations.
do my heightened perceptions/reactions mean I am more in touch, or am I just nuts? 
it seems to be a burden on people, whether an acquaintance or family; 
witnessing my upset causes them to feel anything from confused to heartbroken.
so tell me (God?), what benefit does my nature bring me?


maybe if I could find arms long enough to wrap around me completely, 
I'd feel better -- but not exactly ok. 
that's on me.



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